A simplified look at my life...

...so, I know I said I was going to try to do more frequent updates - but, low and behold I haven't.  I usually update at work, and well work this week has been nothing but crazy.  When I say crazy, I mean crazy .  So, that's why I'm here now, I guess.

 

Nothing going on today, except relaxing at home - alone.  Chris is upnorth hunting, haven't spoke with him since last night around 11.  He seemed to have an issue with me going out for 6 hrs or so with a girlfriend of mine that I haven't seen in over a year.  I think there was a bit of jealousy going on - because he wanted me to come up north with him.  He seemed to think that we were out with guys - good god.  I told him, he needs to trust me... anyways, that was my night.  I had a blast with Shannon, gosh - it was just like old times.  Ah, it was fun. We will definately be doing more of that now.  It's nice to go out with my friends.  I miss them... I was always always only spending time with Chris and by doing that, I realized that pretty soon my friends are going to leave me and well, then I'll have no one other than him...and when/if he were to be gone - well, then I'd have no one... So, I've realized that friends are important, or more important now, and I better work to keep my friendships how they used to be.... 

 

...As for Chris, well I'll leave it at whatever it was last night.  I'll let him have a bird about it - goodness, I was out with a friend and just because I was out with a friend doesn't mean we're going to go find 10 guys and well - you get my point.  He's just - over protective - I think.  It's like he wants to know what I'm doing, at all times... cause god for bid I wouldn't make the right choices.  (??)  It kind of makes me laugh when he gets like this... it makes me think he's scared I'll leave him.  Maybe that's just one of those self control issues though.  Who knows, I kind of like it though. 

 

Not much on the menu for today.  I have alot of studying and cleaning to do.  My parents are coming up tomorrow and we're going out to breakfast.  That should be fun.  They haven't been up here for a few months, and I've re-decorated since.  It shall be fun.  Chris will be home sometime tomorrow - whatever time that will be. 

 

It's so incredibly nice to be able to just sit here and relax and not have anyone asking you why you're online, what you're doing, if you want to go somewhere, or what's wrong... more importantly, it's just nice to be home.  Home sweet home.  It's never felt better - although, sleeping last night was an issue.  I tossed and turned and tossed and turned and tossed and turned and tossed and turned....and, well - slept like shit.  It wasn't fun.. I finally made myself get out of bed at 8:45.  I had been awake since 7 anyways - so why not get up.

 

Okay, that concludes my morning.  I may- or may not be back to blog today, but I'll definately be lurking.  I think I'm going to try to change my blog template.  Hmmm.

 

Love to all,

K