A simplified look at my life...

I'm beginning to find out that spending a weekend home alone, yes has it's perks but I am so incredibly sick of sitting here and studying and cleaning bits and pieces at a time and...I'm just lonely.  I'm getting hungry now, don't have a clue what I want to eat... usually I have another person helping to decide.  Oh, I'm being a big baby. 

 

As for Chris - I talked to him shortly after I my blog entry this morning.  He's fine, I'm fine - he told me he was just trying to give me a taste of my own medicine since that's what I do sometimes.  Whatever.  I used to back in April when we were having our problems, but fine.  As long as it's over and done with.  I still think he's jealous.  When I talked to him - he paused... I miss you ...  I don't like coming up here alone.  I think I'd have to agree.  I like to stay home for a day alone, but... after that - it gets b-o-r-i-n-g.

 

He was hunting, or so he tried to and some stupid neighbor went back by his stand with her dogs.  If any of you hunt that are reading this - that's something that's a HUGE no no.  So, he got incredibly pissed off and went back in.  This is the third weekend in a row that it's happened.  He's hunting on the neighbors land, but it happens on their land too... They're those "city people coming upnorth to their cabin for a weekend" ... which results in a who cares attitude and the lady walks wherever the hell she pleases.  Ah, so he's not having a good time.  Poor buddy...

 

Okay, so this kind of turned into a complaining post.  I appologize...  I do have a lot to be thankful for, and I will make it another night/day without him - but I just had to write it how how much I miss him and how much I want a kiss and to be wrapped up in his arms...

 

Love, it's amazing.