A simplified look at my life...

Happy Monday, I guess! I know it's around 2pm, and I'm just blogging now - but that's how it worked out today I guess. Not much new. Went to the family reunion on Saturday. Met with some family...went home to our place Saturday night...Went out to eat...Went for a drive...Watched tv... had Dairy Queen while snuggled up on the couch...Relaxed...went to sleep.

Sunday, we got up... relaxed some more... went out to lunch (wow, we're eating out too much.)...went for a drive... went to Cabela's and Chris spent some moolah...I studied and finished up some homework... Chris tore his checkered flag decal out of the back window of his truck, and added deer decals instead... (that fits him better anyway, he's a hunter)... and we went back in and Chris had left overs... and I had a bowl of cereal... studied some more...Chris went upstairs on the computer... I finished up about 10-15 minutes later, by this time it's 9:15, so I'm ready for bed... I go up, visit with Chris by the computer like I usually do before bed, and then he has the nerve to tell me right after I sat down, that he likes his alone time when he's upstairs and I'm downstairs and that it's just nice to be that way... my mouth dropped, I said are you kidding me...you have Tuesday-Thursday nights until 9 or 10pm alone... you want to be alone now?  You're the one who's been telling me that we have to spend the weekends together with quality time, because  of the middle of the week...and he told me well I was washing and cleaning my truck for 2 hrs on Saturday and you didn't come out and visit... I told him you knew I was helping my mom get the food ready for the reunion... AHH.  The only thing I let myself think was that he was trying to hide something. He admitted that when he told me he wanted his alone time - he made it sound like I was interupting him. He appologized - he snuggled up to me, and off to bed we went....

I've come to the conclusion that I have a serious Anxiety/Hypochodriasis issue. Don't ask... but I worry 24/7 whether it's about my regular life, work life, love life, or health life.... It has got   to stop. STAT.