Wednesday, May 03, 2006
You can't hide beautiful
She says don't stare at me
She's afraid that I might see
Those 5 extra pounds she talks about
I don't know what she's talking about
She looks through magazines
With every page she dreams of
Looking like somebody else
I wish she wasn't so hard on herself
Then she falls asleep with just my t-shirt on
But even when her hair's messed up and her make-up's gone
You can't hide Beautiful
You can't hide wonderful
There's nothing that she has to do
It just comes natural
She makes it look easy
I love what she does to me
No way to disguise
The way that she shines
You can't hide beautiful
She can take a simple dress
Put it on and turn some heads
Everytime she moves she gets me
She doesn't even know she's sexy
And the way she thinks sometimes
Out of nowhere blows my mind
She makes me laugh and makes me dream
I love the way she looks at things
A little piece of heaven god gave to this world
She might think she's just an ordinary girl
You can't hide Beautiful
You can't hide wonderful
There's nothing that she has to do
It just comes natural
She makes it look easy
I love what she does to me
No way to disguise
The way that she shines
You can't hide beautiful
I don't know why I thought of this song today - but I did ... and I love it. It used to be my favorite song, back in high school a few years ago, but it's re entered my life again - and I'm thinking I should start listening to it again. It really brings out what I think of myself, versus what my boyfriend thinks of me. It's hard, really hard to open up so much - but I know I need to, and I'm slowly getting better at it, but it's a super duper slow process! I'm sure I'm not the only one going through that ... It's a girl thing I think, and half the men out there don't understand it!
On another note - men... a co worker of mine was telling me that her boyfriend and her had been having their differences lately, and he wasn't sure if he wanted to be together anymore - so he told her he wanted a few days to think about it. Well - she came in this morning and said he broke up with her last night. My heart just goes out to her. I know exactly what she's going through, and it hurts so bad. You feel like your world is crashing down on you, and you don't know where to go or what to do. She started getting teary eyed and sad when she was talking and just said, "I can't live with out him". I just want to give her a big hug. I told her give it 3 days. The 3rd is always the hardest, and then it seems like you get past that lump and it's on its way back to normal. It's a super slow process, I know - but at least it's a process of bettering yourself. The grass is greener on the other side - even though you don't feel it now - which I understand completely considering I just went through a similar situation. It is better, and it will get better. Men are great wonderful things - but damn, sometimes they just don't have any brains. I respect their want and right to break up if their feelings change - but sometimes it seems they are having "changed feelings" more than any love. Hmm. We'll have to figure that one out.
My life is going pretty well at the moment. Now to prepare you for this story - Chris's occupation is a CNC Machinist at a machine shop. There was a position open for a CNC Machinist Supervisor, and he was thinking of applying, but wasn't sure of where the process was at or if he should apply.
I got home yesterday, and Chris said - go look in my back pants pocket - I have some bad news. Well, part of me gets nervous but then the other part of me gets like "oh he's just being stupid, when he says it something bad, that means its something good". So I don't particularily get "worried" until I actually read when he wants me to read, or listen to what he's going to say. So, I went and got the piece of paper out of his pants. In the mean time - he is acting all down and upset, to get me worried. I open up the piece of paper and it says .. "CNC Machinist Supervisor". His supervisor confronted him yesterday and offered him the position. Today is going to accept, and effective today he will be CNC Supervisor. I'm so proud of him!
That's it for now - for some of you ... there is a bunch of stories and private interviews with Clayton Keister on WCCO. They are pretty interesting, yet - drive me crazy, and are hurtful. Here it is.
Be back later for more.... Everyone have a wonderful day!
// posted by Krystle @ 5:39 AM 
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