Friday, May 26, 2006
I think..
I've settled with this one. Finally!!
Anyone have any exciting plans for the weekend? I'm leaving work in about 20 minutes and going home to pack and then Chris and I are on our way up north, until Tuesday morning! Exciting... then Tuesday afternoon I have my first dr. appt. ooohh, so very excited for that!!
Last night well, to say the least was an interesting one... Chris and I had some big misunderstandings about how each our reactions were towards each other and how we weren't very understanding of ourselves, which resulted in fighting just about every nice. I think we're back on the right track and moving forward. Like he said last night, it's just so hard right now. It's like things are coming at us 100 mph and we can't stop them.. We're both changing emotionally, and we just need to learn how to handle ourselves. I need to be more courteous to him, and respect him more, as he needs to be more supportive towards me and try to understand me and my moods a bit more too. I agree with him, I'm not the person I was a few weeks ago. It's like everything and everyone changed drastically in a matter of minutes and it's hard. I know I won't be like this forever, but for now it's a disaster. I keep telling him, I will change when this baby is born and it will be back to normal - it's just right now I have so many changes going on, so many chemical imbalances and such that I myself don't know what the hell is going on with my body, let alone him. I feel bad for him and I'm going to try my very best to make everything better. I need to enjoy this pregnancy and go home happy, and stay happy throughout the night - instead of getting pissed by one wrong little thing, or by the flip of a switch......
It's a whole hell of a lot of getting used to...and if I have to do it to keep our sanity between us, then I'm going to do it. Done deal!
Other than that, life isn't bringing much excitement.... we're going upnorth and fishing this weekend.... that's really about all.. which should be a blast!!
If you see on the bottom right of this blog, where it says Entries, Profiles, Doodles etc... click on the doodles part and you can leave a comment there. I'd love to hear from anyone who reads this, whether I know you or not! :)
Loves and Smiles :)
Krystle
Anyone have any exciting plans for the weekend? I'm leaving work in about 20 minutes and going home to pack and then Chris and I are on our way up north, until Tuesday morning! Exciting... then Tuesday afternoon I have my first dr. appt. ooohh, so very excited for that!!
Last night well, to say the least was an interesting one... Chris and I had some big misunderstandings about how each our reactions were towards each other and how we weren't very understanding of ourselves, which resulted in fighting just about every nice. I think we're back on the right track and moving forward. Like he said last night, it's just so hard right now. It's like things are coming at us 100 mph and we can't stop them.. We're both changing emotionally, and we just need to learn how to handle ourselves. I need to be more courteous to him, and respect him more, as he needs to be more supportive towards me and try to understand me and my moods a bit more too. I agree with him, I'm not the person I was a few weeks ago. It's like everything and everyone changed drastically in a matter of minutes and it's hard. I know I won't be like this forever, but for now it's a disaster. I keep telling him, I will change when this baby is born and it will be back to normal - it's just right now I have so many changes going on, so many chemical imbalances and such that I myself don't know what the hell is going on with my body, let alone him. I feel bad for him and I'm going to try my very best to make everything better. I need to enjoy this pregnancy and go home happy, and stay happy throughout the night - instead of getting pissed by one wrong little thing, or by the flip of a switch......
It's a whole hell of a lot of getting used to...and if I have to do it to keep our sanity between us, then I'm going to do it. Done deal!
Other than that, life isn't bringing much excitement.... we're going upnorth and fishing this weekend.... that's really about all.. which should be a blast!!
If you see on the bottom right of this blog, where it says Entries, Profiles, Doodles etc... click on the doodles part and you can leave a comment there. I'd love to hear from anyone who reads this, whether I know you or not! :)
Loves and Smiles :)
Krystle
// posted by Krystle @ 8:13 AM 
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