Thursday, May 04, 2006

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I'm feeling a little blue today - I don't really know quite why, either. Last night Chris and I got into a teeny tiny argument about being on the internet, and then he said a few shots towards me, like ones that he knows are going to hurt/bother me...and that kinda hurt my feelings, so I went upstairs and laid on the couch up there and just kinda had some time to myself. Then he came upstairs and said "So, you're up here pouting now?" and I wasn't, I told him it was just a peaceful place to come and lay, and then a few minutes later - he came and slapped the couch and sat back on the computer, and after a few more minutes - It all kind of resolved on its own and he was talking to me like normal, but I just don't like that feeling. Now we are fine, and the morning was normal, but it just drives me crazy. That was the first even little tiff, since our whole ordeal last month. Now i'm just gun shy or should I say, fight shy of fighting ... cuz of our past and what it lead to. Oh, and that's another thing - when he was saying his few little hurtful shots towards me, he said "It's like we're getting and going back into the way things were before, fighting (when we just about broke up a month ago).

Who knows - I never know anymore. I need to quite thinking about it, as I'm sure everything is fine... we were online later and he was saying to a friend of mine from high school that there isn't a morning that he doesn't wake up and isn't happy to see me, and his life has gotten so much better since he's moved to the cities, and all this stuff... so I'm hoping that was just one of those "stupid" or so they say, arguments.... Everyone has those, right?

I hope so.

// posted by Krystle @ 5:33 AM
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