Monday, April 17, 2006
There comes a time ...
when, you realize it is just that time ... to move on, move forward, and find the good things in life.
That time ... for me ... is now. I've gone through so much worrying, frustrations, thinking about what's happening when I'm not around, worrying about the attitude I'll receive when I walk in the door... and it's time I finish that. It's time I come home welcomed, leave home like I'm welcomed back, know there is going to be someone happy anxiously waiting to see me when I get home, worry-free days at work, no more guessing games, no one treating me like I should not be treated ... It's time to live life, and give it one helluva shot!
I came to that turning point. It took alot. Wait... It takes/is taking alot. It's an on going battle, and one I need to look past and forget about. Everyone has there troubles, and I need to think if I were in their spot. Think long and hard and realize it isn't what it's out to be. Realize that things are better than I think, and I can put trust into people. It's there; now it just needs to come out of hiding. Just because one person ruined that .. doesn't mean someone else doesn't have what that other person didn't. It's only fair and it's only right. It's my time to do what I need to do.
Now, I realize ... life is to short. Way to short. It should not be full of worrying, or thinking negative thoughts. It should be worth every bit of it, and be enjoyable. I should be able to come to work and think, "You know what, This is going to be a wonderful day." Summer is coming, and it is the perfect opportunity to enjoy the bright sunny days and make my day fulfilled with what it should be. Make it exactly how I want it. Exactly how I've dreamn't of it ... NOT, how someone wants it to be. Be proud. Be confident and be exactly who I want to be and enjoy the air, enjoy the sun, and enjoy my surroundings, and my confidence. Raise my self-esteem and be happy for myself. Walk around like I am the only one out there. Show off, like I have everything to show off, and most of all ... do things that make me happy. Enjoy shopping, friends, family, and most of all ... have fun. Life is too short to spend it worrying. Now is my time ... and my time only ... to make the best of it, and live life how I want to be. Proud. Secure. Happy. Excited. Faithful. Energetic. Cheerful.
Life will be good. I will make it that way.
Live Life People ... Live Life! It's a good thing. You can do anything you put your mind to ... everything is in your hands ... and no one can take that away. ever. *wink*
That time ... for me ... is now. I've gone through so much worrying, frustrations, thinking about what's happening when I'm not around, worrying about the attitude I'll receive when I walk in the door... and it's time I finish that. It's time I come home welcomed, leave home like I'm welcomed back, know there is going to be someone happy anxiously waiting to see me when I get home, worry-free days at work, no more guessing games, no one treating me like I should not be treated ... It's time to live life, and give it one helluva shot!
I came to that turning point. It took alot. Wait... It takes/is taking alot. It's an on going battle, and one I need to look past and forget about. Everyone has there troubles, and I need to think if I were in their spot. Think long and hard and realize it isn't what it's out to be. Realize that things are better than I think, and I can put trust into people. It's there; now it just needs to come out of hiding. Just because one person ruined that .. doesn't mean someone else doesn't have what that other person didn't. It's only fair and it's only right. It's my time to do what I need to do.
Now, I realize ... life is to short. Way to short. It should not be full of worrying, or thinking negative thoughts. It should be worth every bit of it, and be enjoyable. I should be able to come to work and think, "You know what, This is going to be a wonderful day." Summer is coming, and it is the perfect opportunity to enjoy the bright sunny days and make my day fulfilled with what it should be. Make it exactly how I want it. Exactly how I've dreamn't of it ... NOT, how someone wants it to be. Be proud. Be confident and be exactly who I want to be and enjoy the air, enjoy the sun, and enjoy my surroundings, and my confidence. Raise my self-esteem and be happy for myself. Walk around like I am the only one out there. Show off, like I have everything to show off, and most of all ... do things that make me happy. Enjoy shopping, friends, family, and most of all ... have fun. Life is too short to spend it worrying. Now is my time ... and my time only ... to make the best of it, and live life how I want to be. Proud. Secure. Happy. Excited. Faithful. Energetic. Cheerful.
Life will be good. I will make it that way.
Live Life People ... Live Life! It's a good thing. You can do anything you put your mind to ... everything is in your hands ... and no one can take that away. ever. *wink*
// posted by Krystle @ 1:01 PM 
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